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Tuesday 25 May 2010

Two Identities - one soul

Aaaaaaaaaaah the days are finally here where i can be me, let my hair down and have some fun yeah ..dont go starry eyed... with my baby ofcourse 'cos amu is almost 10mnths old now and pretty grown up i should say though the nights are still grumpy atleast the times are here where we can together have fun as a "TEAM" (yeah we are a team after amu finally made up her mind to take me as a part of her team and not just as a care taker).

every time for me to post something new i need a strong reason to trigger me or else my writing skills wont come alive.
Everything around amu makes me to live life to the fullest but unfortunately i don't get the Fullest time to see her growing days which is what i ll miss and regret through out my life but the time i get to live with m sure i ll make the fullest of it.

Everyday i look at her my heart jumps so high 'cos i become a child with her all over again finding ways to spread my wings .
Everytime when i say NO to amu when she is doing something wrong she continues to do so purposefully and with eyes widened she sheepishly smiles reacting to my cold stare (but believe me i am loving every moment of that of that reaction).
Ever wondered what happens to the child in you when you have a child , i feel though the space is conquered ,i wud say revive and renew or else it mite just stay void
As a popular kannada song goes " rekke iddare saake hakki beku baanu bayalali thelutha thanu mele haaroke "
i donot know if the days coming ahead are the stages of a girl morphing into a mom or i am having dual personality or its just hallucinations of wonderland that i am dreaming of.
I just cant wait for those days where we as a team 'll get to do all the stuff (stuff here clearly means girls stuff) aahhhh am so glad that i had a girl ( i know my hubby dearest will go all greeen reading this .dont worry honey we will ultimately let u into the team only if you promise to behave as a good Dada and gud hubby or else you 'll be just be a mere chaffuer what say amu ;))
Yeah Girls do Rock!!!

cheers ....